Washed Away
The sweet musk of his cologne
Clings restlessly to my clothes.
Always devoting hours on the phone
With his scent staining my senses like noone knows.
Sparks that danced in her icy eyes,
Moments before the touch of his lips,
Creating burning desires and unmatchable highs
And feeling his hands planted on her hips.
The soothing sound of his unique vocals
That erupts within me, a burning desire,
Noticeable by the actions displayed before locals,
In the dense smoke of a hungry fire.
Washing away my pains
And mending my shattered heart.
He's helped me pick up the pieces
And has become my life's miracle.
Temptation
A lurking desire flashes within me,
As I stand in the halls talking to a friend.
The friend is not alone, another is present;
Somebody that’s caught my attention.
His golden skin catching my eyes;
His indifference snagging my curiosity;
His eyes seeking deep into my soul;
He’s the biggest temptation in my life.
Watching and being watched in turn,
Helps me to feel that I’m loved,
However my mind stirs restlessly
As temptation grows strong every day.
I sit here debating the pros and cons,
To be loyal to my man; or unfaithful.
The list is close but I notice something,
Something extremely important to me.
I’m flooded with love for my man,
He’s made me realize how wonderful it is,
To love and be loved in return.
To be so completely in love, nothing is worth losing it.
My heart beats for the love of my life,
And is full to its limits with devotion,
Which leaves no room to let temptation win
I’ll remain faithful and untouched for my love.
Devils Own
Fell in love with the devils daughter,
What made me think that I could have her?
You’ll never amount to anything
Was all I’ve heard from my old man.
With a smile she pierced my heart,
No matter my game she’s much too smart.
Following in her father’s footsteps,
She cheats, deceives and bargains to win.
Slowly falling into her wake,
You begin to notice she’s no fake,
But it’s much too to escape.
You’ve given her your heart and sold your soul.
She’s the devils own.
His pride and joy.
His secret weapon
Against humanity!
Black and Red Roses
A woman is sitting in a bar,
And a stranger walks up behind her.
He flashes a bouquet of black and red roses.
Which she accepts and curiously studies.
The man smiles to her; taking a seat.
The woman smells the roses,
When she hears the man speak
“Their lovely smell reminded me of you”
His explanation got him a gentle smile.
She traced her finger along the black roses.
The man continued his explanations
“The black roses have grown in the wild, like your spirit”
She was slightly surprised by his knowledge.
Her fingers slowly trailing over the tops of the red roses.
The man smiled and without concern went on,
“The petals are soft like your skin”
The woman started getting nervous now
She didn’t remember this man
Yet he knew everything about her.
“The unique bouquet of roses made me think of you”
“The black showing mystery and hurt,
The red symbolizes passion and love.
Putting them together made me think of you.
Just like you, they are perfect!”
A Lucky Gal
She’s a man’s deepest desire.
Tinkering under the hoods of cars
Beneath the mysterious gaze of the stars.
I’m dazed at how she can play with fire.
There she sits, as always, peacefully reading.
Not once have I caught her with idle hands;
She’s always busy digging through the lands.
With no fear of getting dirty; she’s all I’m seeing.
She’s such a lucky gal
Busy fighting away guys,
Like humans shoo flies.
She could have any Tom, Jack or Al.
All types of men try to court her,
They spoil her with an assortment of flowers.
They take her out for dinners which last for hours.
They try to buy her love with coats of fur.
She’s got teddy bears galore,
This beautiful gal is always booked.
What else is there to say? I’m hooked.
And she’s the only woman I adore.
Sweet Silence
I’m trapped in a world of silence
All emotions hidden from sight
Humanity is falling to pieces.
I’m holding on by a thin thread
Sweet Silence drives me crazeh
happiness drained from all beings
Praying for the Sound of life
I’m waiting on the edge of a knife.
I’ve forgotten the sound of water
The feel of the wind against my face;
The grass against my skin
All memories shaded by a blinding light.
Sweet Silence drives me crazeh
happiness drained from all beings
Praying for the sound of life
I’m waiting on the edge of a knife.
The taste of food teasing my senses
The sight of the world is grey
Colour and happiness have left this earth
Living in the shadows with nothing to remember.
Sweet Silence drives me crazeh
All happiness drained from all beings
Praying for the sound of life
Im waiting on the edge of a knife.
The moon has rose high into the sky
Devouring the grey of the world
The stars flicker like candles
I’m enjoying the sweet silence
Lost
My thoughts are lost
Lost in the sea of despair
Nothing left but sacrifice
The world is small and dark.
My mind has wandered
Wandered away from my body
I’m no longer one person
I’ve been torn in two; mind and body.
I’m lost in the darkness
There’s no light for miles
Voices echo in my head
I’ve finally crossed the Crazy Line.
My feelings disappeared
My heart has shattered
I’m lost within myself
Scurrying in the darkness of despair.
My beliefs have diminished
Little hope remains in my eyes.
I’m lost in a dark room
The worlds collapsing from beneath me.
I’m lost in the darkness
There’s no light for miles
Voices echo in my head
I’ve finally crossed the Crazy Line.
Why am I so different from others?
No thoughts, no feelings just emptiness
I’m lost to all humanity and those / love
There is nothing left for me; I’m Lost
Starring through the tainted glass
I’m left alone with my worst enemy.
I can’t seem to find myself
I’ve been lost for quite some time.
I’m lost in the darkness
There’s no light for miles
Voices echo in my head
I’ve finally crossed the Crazy Line
A Dream of Tears
My world is black and white
Surrounded by friends I feel so alone
There is a light at the end of a dark tunnel
The tunnel that I call my life.
My life is nothing but a dream
A Dream of Tears and hate.
Everything goes wrong
Leaving nothing but heartbreak.
Everyone around me is happy
I’m alone in the world once again
I’m screaming at the top of my lungs
Nobody can hear my plea for help.
My life is nothing but a dream
A Dream of Tears and hate
Everything goes wrong
Leaving nothing but heartbreak.
My everything is nothing
and loneliness my best friend.
Cold and alone there’s nothing left to fear
Death would only be welcomed with open arms.
My life is nothing but a dream
A Dream of Tears and hate
Everything goes wrong
Leaving nothing but heartbreak.
Dark times have come
and devoured all hope for light.
Happiness is only a dream
Nothing more, nothing less.
Soaring
I’ve been guided through the dark tunnel
I have finally reached the light at the end
It is not the end but a new beginning.
A life with the chance of love.
I’ve been driven away from the crowd
Reeled in on the wings of love
Nothing can bring me down any more
I’m a new person in the same body.
I’m soaring in on the wings of love
Soaring into reality, fun, and good times.
I’ve never felt so free in my life
I’m the happiest person in the world.
I’ve changed the course of my life
Nobody can reach me now
Only happiness and love found me.
I’m no longer alone in the world.
I’ve been noticed at last and saved,
My cries for help hushed by security.
I’m safe in the arms of love,
Nothing could go wrong; I’m freed.
I’m soaring in on the wings of love
Soaring into reality, fun and good times.
I’ve never felt so free in my life
I’m the happiest person in the world.
Is this a dream or reality?
Everything has turned for the better
I’ve lost my best friend and found another
A better friend; a friend called love.
I’m high up on the wings of love
Soaring through the clouds in the sky
Nothing can harm me when I feel this way
I’m no longer lost; I’ve been saved.
Confused
I’m bored and confused
Lost in time and thought
There’s nothing left for me
I’m not sure what to do.
The path I’ve chosen
Has left me confused
What’s left to be decided?
I’m alone and confused.
My days are numbered
My time dark and forgotten
I’ve nothing left to cherish
My life has been unraveling.
The path I’ve chosen
Has left me confused
What’s left to be decided?
I’m alone and confused.
It’s gone too far to return
Nothing left but confusion.
Should I follow others?
Or make my own path?
The path I’ve chosen
Has left me confused
What’s left to be decided?
I’m alone and confused.
Hope is only a mirage
Dreams are darkened
Thoughts flooded with rage
Is anyone listening to me?
A new change
It’s been a confusing trip
Through all emotions and time
Nothing had gone good
Nothing left to fear only myself.
I’ve been through a new change;
A change for the better
The chance for love has been granted
and I’ve never felt so alive in my life.
A new change has come over me
One I’ve accepted with my heart.
I’m a new person both inside and out
I’ve made an important change.
I’d never forget the reason for my change
Feelings have returned to their fullest,
I feel one with the universe; with love
Nobody can bring me down from this high.
I’m one with the world and it’s creatures
There’s a permanent smile on my lips
Swept over by love I’m overwhelmed.
This new change is a good change.
A new change has come over me
One I’ve accepted with my heart.
I’m a new person both inside and out,
I’ve made an important change.
A Whisper of Hope
The heat of the sun
The burn of the wind
The bite of the whip;
Only one thing was worse.
The names they yelled,
We could take with pride.
There is only one thing
That brought us down.
It was not what was given
But instead what was forgotten.
They ignored what was rightfully ours
Denied us what we’ve been given at birth.
We’ve only a whisper of hope to guild us
A whisper of hope to give us strength
A whisper of hope to live fully and happily
To help us strive to achieve Freedom.
The luxury of being free of restraints
Is what has been so readily denied.
We will fight with the only ally we hold
The whisper of hope that one day we will achieve freedom.
Freedom is seldom granted richly.
Something which once was free, but is no longer so;
We now must vote, fight, die for the Freedom we desire.
A Whisper of Hope shall set us Free for eternity.
Guardian Angel
I feel a presence in my life,
One I could not express.
The feeling of protection,
Is all that I can mention.
A presence from above,
Has lifted me high in the sky.
I feel as if I’m no longer walking;
But that instead I’m flying.
The feeling of always being watched,
No longer gives me butterflies but happiness.
I’ve found myself a bond on which to rely.
The bond in which I call my Guardian Angel.
A person who watches over me always,
Who lifts me up when I fall,
Who’s there for me when I celebrate.
A person who protects me from harm.
The one who keeps me going no matter what,
The Guardian Angel in my case is my best friend.
A friend who leaves footprints in your heart.
The friend who’d stay up late until the problem was solved.
A guardian angel is a friend for life,
A person to whom you can confide,
A person you trust whole heartedly.
Most importantly, somebody you love.
Let the news be spread,
Let us celebrate what is ours,
Let us share the love
And all remember somebody is watching.
Sweet Dreams
The silence is unbearable;
Being alone; I’d be unable.
My world was in dismay
And so I had begun to pray.
My dreams have become sweet.
The sensation was beyond neat.
My heart rules my life and not my mind.
The man in my life is to whom I’ll bind.
The future has became brighter
And I’ll forever be a fighter.
My love is, to me, dear
He’ll be the first to hear.
My love for him is ever growing.
And my man is always glowing
As a halo hovers above his head
The path he’s chosen me to lead.
The Gift of a Smile
A smile is a wonderful thing,
A thousand different meanings.
Hidden within a small action.
Which rids our souls of negativity.
The fabulous gesture of a smile,
Shared amongst all; is a gift.
A gift in which I encourage to spread,
Amongst friends, enemies and strangers.
The value of a smile is grand,
For if they had to be bought,
Not even the very rich,
Would be able to afford one.
A smile can easily open doors;
That had been securely shut.
So my friend, do not hesitate,
To bestow a smile upon others.
The gift of a simple smile,
Has the ability to change moods,
So no matter your mood smile,
You may be saving a life.
A smile lift the spirits of both,
The giver and the recipient.
Spread the gift of a smile,
And you’ll feel better about yourself.
Do not forget that smiling is contagious,
Walk down your path smiling proudly,
And watch the faces of the other light up with joy,
But be warned a smile is returned in the blink of an eye.
Trapped
There is something in the air,
It’s hard for me to breath.
I feel trapped within a triangle;
A triangle of love and confusion
Life, it seems, is racing past
At times I wish it to stop
My heart is trapped wishing freedom,
My life’s a mess as I search for a safe haven
Nothing in my life is right,
I’ve nothing but heartbreak.
Why must I be tortured so?
Have I wronged the world?
The time is running out hastily,
It’s getting harder to breath.
I feel the air in my lungs leaving me,
I’m afraid to open my eyes.
Have I died and gone to heaven?
Is the Triangle gone forever?
The air is slowly returning,
I can breathe profoundly once again.
Trapped in a Triangle of love,
There is no safe passage granted.
I’ve delayed the reactions,
How long can they hold?
I’m trapped….
Trapped…
Trapped…
Trapped…
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